Tuesday, May 24, 2016

fifth post

October 31,2012


A little better

Kayden is still sick and on the antibiotics but he looks better and it looks like hes handling it.  I just hate that my baby boy is going through this.  It makes me sick to my stomach just thinking about him being sick.  Heres some pictures they took a couple days ago for Halloweeen.


 
bad mom
Well I went to see Kayden last night and I helped with his cares then I asked if I could hold him.  The nurse was hesitant at first but when I told her I got to hold him the night before she said ok.  I should have listened to her cause now my baby boy is sick.  I'm not sick but I'm sure taking him out of the incubator is what got him sick.  He is back on antibiotics and they have stopped his feedings.  I feel so bad it's making me sick to my stomach and sooooo worried for my baby.  I swear this is the hardest thing I have ever gone through or will ever go through.  It's a nightmare having your baby in the nicu like this.

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